actions do NOT speak louder than words.... all the time. "me"
okay, well i kno we are people of expression. we have a freedom of speech law & we also have ppl who are "out-spoken".
but im kinda lookin past all that. a whole 'nother level. you gotta feel me.
did you ever wish that you could say exactly what you wanted and felt ALL THE TIME?
i mean put aside the fear of losing something [job, friend, or even a tooth for example], the awkward position you may be put in, and all the things that STOPS you from saying the first thing that pops into your head whenever someone says something to you or even in your presence that you just dont wanna hear.
put that all in a bag, tie it up, & say to the person on the train randomly blabbing about MARY KATES marriage, some shit bout politics that makes no fckn sense AT ALL, "I'm sure you know everyone is looking at you wanting to tell you to STFU?! do you kno that nobody is lissening to you and that bullshit? you are too loud & you have no clue what anyone on this train had to do or go thru to get here & yur rambling on bout some celebrity bullshit & some politics that you heard somewhere & have really no clue of the situation.... SHUT UUUUP!"
ask your manager who is running off at the mouth about a situation he clearly knows he's wrong about but jus doesn't wanna admit it, " seriously, WTF are you tlkn bout, do you not understand that makes no sense? are you really convinced about this shit yur tlkn about?!"
tell your "FRIEND" whom comes to you w/ all of their "problems" but N∃V∃R ever have anything worth lissening to when you approach them with a dilemma but ALWAAAYS got some shit goin on with them, "CHEKK YO SELF FOOL! did you ever stop to think for a second, that maybe, jus maybe something may be wrong with your ass?!"
& im tlkn about, EXACT words, stern face, no care as to what is gonna happen next.
well don't actually do that, but doesn't it sound like a really relaxing scenario, can't you picture that?
i was wondering if i was mean for thinking such a way or is it like jus being a realist?
not intentionally trying to hurt anyones feelings, but to jus get shit out w/o sugar coating & rewording and all that other processing shit before you speak.
i am told a lot that i am mean. i say to myself every single time "you have no idea what mean is."
i play out conversations in my head all the time. especially in situations where i forfeit from the beginning, which is usually with managers, associates & sumtimes friends. it pisses me off & drives me to this point where i play the scenario from the beginning & finish it all in my head. sometimes its funny but there have been many times where it jus pissed me off.
i kno ppl who are out-spoken, i kno rude ppl who really have no discretion for what they say to SOME ppl, i kno ppl who jus fckn tlk tlk tlk. but i can't say that i kno anyone like the person i have in mind.
the person who would go to an interview for a job in the field they already work & kno for a fact they are qualified for the position, and jus seriously says to the interviewer, "lissen, all these questions are unnecessary. i already work in this exact field, my job loves me, i kno exactly what to do & i reeeeally dnt wanna sit here & lissen to this shit you tlkn for a whole hour. jus to come here & do the exact same work wit the exact same title i have at my present job. so either you can jus give me this job or spare us both the fckn time." LoL ! imagine that.
i kno i wouldn't have a job, a friend, teeth, or anything. my initial response to most shit is something minutely sarcastic. so to give me real freedom of speech and still except me & dnt change the way you judge me because of it, would be a disaster. i honestly think i would have enemies or worse.
makes you really think, you dnt REALLY have freedom of speech because you still have to say what ppl wanna hear with jobs & other opportunities you need & want.
